Quoting bettenoir0606:

Someone commented to me that it sounds as though I were not having fun.I guess the complexities and textures of all there is to be,at times,trumps fun.I do not wish for frivolity when I can close my eyes and beathe in,and know the world is changing its course somehow.What is fun to that?No,what is wonderful isnt always fun,but then,what is fun is not always wonderful.Give me the wonder,give me the sensations,good, and bad,that let me know these 6 senses,(yes 6) are keen enough to see the glint of light on a crows wings,to feel sadness because what was once mine to touch is forever out of reach,to feel contentment that my child is safe and at rest in his bed,to watch the water, always watch the water flow through this mountain.No, it is not fun,but I have never really sought that.What I seek is everything, and then I seek to give it away again.

Someone commented to me that it sounds as though I were not having fun.I guess the complexities and textures of all there is to be,at times,trumps fun.I do not wish for frivolity when I can close my eyes and beathe in,and know the world is changing its course somehow.What is fun to that?No,what is wonderful isnt always fun,but then,what is fun is not always wonderful.Give me the wonder,give me the sensations,good, and bad,that let me know these 6 senses,(yes 6) are keen enough to see the glint of light on a crows wings,to feel sadness because what was once mine to touch is forever out of reach,to feel contentment that my child is safe and at rest in his bed,to watch the water, always watch the water flow through this mountain.No, it is not fun,but I have never really sought that.What I seek is everything, and then I seek to give it away again.