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freddie_lovett
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Posted on Mon, Jul 24, 2006 00:03

so yea.. anyone want to help a kid out? imma about to get a year older.. and need guidance with my sexuality. i'm not sure where i'm heading. [EDIT] so my story goes a litte something like this.. i like guys. i love to tease them and play with them. but they bore me most of the time. and after a while they are no fun. i dunno if it's because i've known her since we were about toddlers, and spent most of our time together, but i have fallen in love with my best friend. i try to hang out with guys to get over it, but nothing ever happens between him and me. i've talk to her about the posibility of me diggin chicks, and she supports me with what ever i decide my sexuality is. but i haven't talked to her about what i feel towards her. my best friend isn't the only one i had strong feelings for. there was this other chick i met about 2 years ago, and we hung out a load of time, and talked about crap going on in our lives, and found comfort in each others' company. but i never told her about my feelings either. after i lost interest in her, she tells me that she's bi. when i was in school i'd stare at chicks in admiration like straight chicks would when lookin at some hot guy and i'd also have dreams with girl/girl type thing, quite a bit. but does all this really mean i'm lesbian or bi or something? i'd like to know what you think, your thoughts. come what may, i want to know something from someone... xoxo ps i wanna know what you think of my picture.. any critics? should i have this as my primary pic instead of the one i have now?

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Posted on Tue, Aug 08, 2006 22:26

hi freddie! I had an experience similar to yours, except I was lucky in that the girl I found myself head-over-heels for felt the same way towards me. In my freshman year in college,I really got close to a senior I was on dance team with. We went to parties together, and became a well known duo, although everybody thought we liked boys. After a couple months I finally admitted to myself that she was more to me than a friend, but it wasn't until she was about to graduate that I finally got up the nerve to ask her about her sexuality. I came into her dorm, expecting a long, drawn-out, awkward conversation but instead she knew almost immediately what was on my mind. She had known for a while how I felt about her, but was waiting for me to come to her, rather than vice-versa. She felt the same way, and I had not been in her apartment five minutes before we were on the couch. I'm not gonna get farther into that, but it was glorious, far better than the dry, faked, things I had been through with boys before. But anyways, that boring old story just goes to show how a little upfrontness and honesty with my friend really turned my life upside-down. I hope things work out for you in the same way, and I urge you to just be honest about your feelings and see how things go. I wish you the best of luck and happiness Jen


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