Blog description:sometimes you can become so close with a friend that a stronger feeling grows. This is not an intentional thing, it just happened to me. I dont now and never did expect anything to come of it. I knew it would be something that would never work and i value her frienship and having her in my life. She kows how i feel and at times she has these feelings too, i know, but something holds her back. She seems to be afraid of being loved.
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Dreams of her slowly begin to fade as visions of another begin to fill my day. Who is this beauty and what will she say? Will she have me or will she turn me away? Why are my feelings in such disaray. it is in anothers bed that my true love does lay. I must have to turn and just walk away. Will this other door open and brighten my day. A small ray of sunshine to show me the way. A tender kiss is more than words could ever say.
I love but cannot give it to the one that i adore, So i keep it deep inside, hidden forever more. This keeps my heart from moving on, locked behind this door. All i can do is cry and wonder whats in store. This love unattended, left here dying in my core
I need a woman to hold on to in the middle of the night, a woman to make love to with all of my might. A woman to be there for and who will be there for me. I need woman just lik you, that is what i really need.
I think about the day she kissed me and that is all i can remember about that day. I was caught very much off guard, just trying to think of what i should say. My head was spinning, my stomach turning and now all i feel is my heart yearning....yearning for her sweet tender touch. God i love her. I just love her so much.
I heard the news that i never would have expected. My ex and my best friend have met and been seeing each other behind my back. Just for a little over a week now i guess and my best friend is moving in with her. I cant believe it. My heart has been ripped out, trampled on, and discarded by the two people i care so much about. They couldnt even be honest with me, like i have always been. It wasnt easy for me to be honest about how i was feeling but i was because it was the right thing to do. I was even there as a friend when i knew my ex needed me. This story will now end but im sure it is not over.
My ex gf has been acting strange lately and has suddenly told me she wants nothing to do with me and for me to leave her alone. No explanation given but i will respect her wishes. Maybe she just needs time. I am still toiling with my feelings for my friend. We talk a lot more now and the flirting has become more intense. I tell her everything and i dont know what i would do without her as a fiend, my best friend. She has been getting jealous now when i talk about other girls which has got me confused a bit. We arent like that but sometimes she makes me wonder. I love her.... deeply. There is no doubt about that. I think we need to keep it as friends.
I did one of the hardest things ive ever had to do. Yes, i broke up with my gf. I explained that the problems we had were not going away and i had feelings for someone else. It wasnt easy but it was the right thing to do. I know she is aware of who it is. She has always disliked my friendship with this girl because she thought i was cheating. It was never like that. I hate that i have hurt someone i care so much about and i am trying to be there for her as a friend. She doesnt always make it easy but i know its because she is hurt and i caused it.
My feelings grow stronger every day. I cant seem to get her off my mind. Even though i know we could never be more than friends, the feeings i have for her are interfering with my relationship with my girlfriend. She gets very jealous over every and anything as it is. We argue more and more and i have been becoming very unhappy living with her. I have begun to realize that things are not going to get better between us. I also feel that it is not fair to her for me to continue being with her when i have these feelings for another. I am faithful physically but my heart has strayed. I still care for her deeply and its going to be hard to tell her I have feelings for someone else but its the right thing to do.
sometimes you can become so close with a friend that a stronger feeling grows. This is not an intentional thing, it just happened to me. I dont now and never did expect anything to come of it. I knew it would be something that would never work and i value her frienship and having her in my life. She kows how i feel and at times she has these feelings too, i know, but something holds her back. She seems to be afraid of being loved
I know she cares for me and at times acts interested in something more. Other times she seems hesitant to even see me. We talk every day, the first and last i speak to. We flirt constantly and she has sent me photos to my phone of her, first just provocative in sexy poses then more recently a series of them. Starts with a seductive look and ends with her having an orgasm from masterbating while thinking of me. Now what am i supposed to think about that?