Quoting
Poppet:
Staying away is the exact advice i gave myself... only the next thing i new i was on a plane flying for 22 hours to get here... so that worked well!!.. it's not so much that it'd difficult seeing her happy with her family i'm so glad she's happy... i'm just not the one making her happy...
What i find hardest is the fact i read into everything!!! everything she says everything she does, she also knows i'm a lesbian so most of the time i'm thinking 'oh my god is she flirting with me?' so i drive myself crazy reading into everything and that makes it hard... so i think yeah maybe if i meet someone amazing then i will be able to put all my focus on them instead of her... i don't know... =/
Quoting erdogan
wow I'cant imagine how that must feel for you.. So I'm not in the place to give an advice I guess :(
But in my opinion (this is totally me, my character and all lol) if I was you; I'd try to stay away. Despite how difficult it is; seeing her happy with her family and settled is a good reason to be away from that person. This is what I did with the person I fell in love with; she was just not into women and I know that I wasnt the right thing for her. So I'd be nothing but an obstacle.
If you can change that job it may help.. If not try to be distracted (hahah if that works (!)).
Make a choice, be firm about it. Set yourself rules and act by it! |
Quoting erdogan
wow I'cant imagine how that must feel for you.. So I'm not in the place to give an advice I guess :(
But in my opinion (this is totally me, my character and all lol) if I was you; I'd try to stay away. Despite how difficult it is; seeing her happy with her family and settled is a good reason to be away from that person. This is what I did with the person I fell in love with; she was just not into women and I know that I wasnt the right thing for her. So I'd be nothing but an obstacle.
If you can change that job it may help.. If not try to be distracted (hahah if that works (!)).
Make a choice, be firm about it. Set yourself rules and act by it! |
Staying away is the exact advice i gave myself... only the next thing i new i was on a plane flying for 22 hours to get here... so that worked well!!.. it's not so much that it'd difficult seeing her happy with her family i'm so glad she's happy... i'm just not the one making her happy...
What i find hardest is the fact i read into everything!!! everything she says everything she does, she also knows i'm a lesbian so most of the time i'm thinking 'oh my god is she flirting with me?' so i drive myself crazy reading into everything and that makes it hard... so i think yeah maybe if i meet someone amazing then i will be able to put all my focus on them instead of her... i don't know... =/
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